meiyongde's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- promise me. ive just returned home. it feels weird being back. when i look at the renovated house and all the 'latest additions' i cant help but feel very dissapointed with myself. i can imagine how hard my father must have worked for 48 long years just so his family could live in a little more comfort. and i cant help but feel that he deserves only the best. even if he doesnt say it. and everytime i look at myself in the mirrorr i ask why am i such a big failure. i guess all i can do now is learn from the past. and work hard. and not let them down again. and it doesnt help that my parents are so old. or that i dont see them anymore to reward them daily with little compliments and gestures. i hop everything works out ok. 8:16 a.m. - 2009-11-22 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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